Turn it over and the shape should be looks like the one shown on the left.
You are almost there!! Now, you just have to touch it up.
40.
Insert a chopstick, or a similar object (for example a ball point pen that is without ink or just the round other end of a pen) inside at the center of the seemingly closed bud.
DO not console me. I should not have heard.
If dreams, which were the only wealth I wist,
Leave my dark threshold whereon squats the mist,
I shall be ready, and shall speak no word.
But some day, very simply (do not cheer me),
I shall stretch myself under the azure sky.
They will tell the children not to come too near me,
And, sadness having left me, I shall die.